My Mess 🤷🏾‍♀️

Last week I spent six 12-15 hour days, 70+ hours sitting in my mess. 😨

I thought that I was culminating  my “Neuro-Transformational Coaching”. Thought I needed the last of my 60 hours of training to go back home with a certification + serve others. Partially . . .

Those 70+ hours were really about me.

Removing the veil and taking it all in.

Being able to sit in my mess . . . 😨

Just being. 🙃

Literally. 😔

Not trying to fix it or making it “look” different. 🤭

Talk about transparency! This was transparency at it’s peak.

If you really knew me you would know how hard that is.

That’s a brave move.

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Feeling the uncertain highs + lows. 😕🤗

The chest pangs. The joy. The fear. Whatever! 

Flawed but worthy.💛

Perfection is unhealthy. 🤢

Transformation is necessary. 🌱

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The journey is more important than the destination.

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Like I said, I thought that I was culminating  my “Neuro-Transformational Coaching”. I genuinely thought I needed the last of my 60 hours of training to go back home and serve others. That was a part of it.

Each day I unwrap another layer of transformation that confirms those 70+ hours were really about me.

I had to remove the veil and take it all in.

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I’ve been trying to chew life through the wrapper.  ~Coach Tanisha Bouchelion 

Most importantly the message received was, “Don’t Break Your Neck, Sis!”.

Certificate received, but most importantly, lean into life. Live life. 

I AM a Certified Neuro-Transformational Results Coach. For me that means I felt my mess. I’m feeling my mess. I’m not afraid of Pissed off Pamela anymore! ~ Coach Mary Johnston 

Taste the freedom through the journey. 

The person with the problem has the solution.
— Coach Sean Smith
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Basically, I have everything that I need.

There’s more to unwrap in this package. Stay tuned...